Let’s make today special…

This is the time of year where any little bit matters, as the weight of the everyday becomes a crushing reminder of the pretense of existence. Absolute insanity unseats the realm, as every minute transforms into the equivalent of a lifetimes endeavor.

Gaming usually drifts by the wayside around January, as extra deposits of energy become increasingly more difficult to unearth. Doing much aside from resting and work becomes burdensome. Even the ability to think becomes restricted, both the creative and emotional faucets slow down to sheer nothingness, imagination and inspiration evaporating entirely.

An obliteration of perspective leaves the inner landscape of self-reflection obscured in the darkness of irrationality. Nothing exists for itself anymore, outside of space, time, and reason.

This may seem like a meager effort compared to most other examples of what I have to offer, but to me at this moment, it is as if an eternity threaded through the eye of a needle.

-Pashford